Beginner's Mind... of Christ

Saturday, June 27, 2015

Review: Lila by Marilynne Robinson

I have just finished reading Marilynne Robinson's last novel, Lila, and as with each of her previous novels, I am freshly and thoroughly gobsmacked.

It's a stupendously ambitious novel, wrestling with the great questions of existence - as in, Why?  What possible meaning does any of this have?  What is the point of all this?  And of course, what kind of God allows such withering suffering?

Poignantly, and with breathtaking assurance, Robinson answers these questions by telling a story about what happens when guilt meets love, grace meets dread, shame meets mercy, and a natural atheism meets a faith that precedes words or thought.  

Brilliantly, Robinson takes on these questions not from the perspective of a theologian or a preacher, but from the barely literate perspective of Lila - a neglected and abused child who manages to survive the Depression as a homeless migrant laborer, a prostitute, and finally, as the unlikely young wife of an elderly preacher.  

Robinson's genius is her ability to communicate abstract and nuanced theological ideas by eschewing abstraction almost entirely.  Her vivid poetic imagery communicates the truth beneath all words or conscious knowing.  Her Lila is not educated, but she is devastatingly insightful.  The reader is swept into her wondering world, and finally, into her understanding, with just the right amount of interpretive help given by John Calvin and her "old man" preacher/husband, John Ames - Robinson's worthy stand-in for God.

Robinson has studied Calvin deeply, and has become his modern-day apologist.  At a writer's conference I attended a few years ago, she addressed the many ways in which Calvin had been misunderstood, and argued for a fresh reading of his astonishing mystical depth.  I, and many of my companions at the conference, were surprised by her direct and unabashed apologetics.  I never studied Calvin deeply, having swallowed the liberal "party line" on him - that he was severely judgmental and rigidly dogmatic.  (I mean, after all, his most famous work was called Church Dogmatics!  Nuf said!)  But Robinson may be one of the few beings on the planet intelligent enough to drill through Calvin's abstractions to mine his great mystical treasures - and in her fiction, she communicates, through astonishing poetic imagery, not only the experience of God's grace, but a sensible representation of exactly how it all makes sense.  This is a literary and theological achievement of a very high order. I can think of no one, short of John Updike, who has translated dry theology into such powerful literature.

Students of Zen, like me, will also be moved by passages like this, which sound like nothing short of Awakening. Robinson's depth of insight suggests that, when you follow authentic spiritual experiences to their ground, great traditions merge:

"Most of the time [Lila] thought she understood things better when she didn’t try. Things happen the way they do. Why was a foolish question. In a song a note follows the one before because it is that song and not another one. Once, she and Mellie tried to count up all the songs they knew. How could there be so many? Because every one was just itself. It was eternity that let her think this way. In eternity people’s lives could be altogether what they were and had been, not just the worst things they ever did, or the best things either. So she decided that she should believe in it, or that she believed in it already."

Passages like this give us delicious material to ponder for a lifetime. I've read and re-read Robinson's two other Gilead novels, and almost like Scripture, they have returned rich meaning with every return. I'm sure that will be the case for Lila as well.

Thursday, June 11, 2015

Parable of the Sower: a Zen perspective

This is a beautiful meditation on the parable of the sower, from the perspective of a Zen teacher and a Christian pastor in Santa Rosa, David Parks-Ramage.  Very nicely done, David!

A Sower, Seeds and Soil
Meditation, Wednesday, June 10, 6:30 pm

“Listen! A sower went out to sow. 4 And as he sowed, some seed fell on the path, and the birds came and ate it up. 5 Other seed fell on rocky ground, where it did not have much soil, and it sprang up quickly, since it had no depth of soil. 6 And when the sun rose, it was scorched; and since it had no root, it withered away. 7 Other seed fell among thorns, and the thorns grew up and choked it, and it yielded no grain.8 Other seed fell into good soil and brought forth grain, growing up and increasing and  yielding thirty and sixty and a hundredfold.” 9 And he said, “Let anyone with ears to hear listen!”


One of the great joys I have as a Christian and a Zen teacher is stumbling on parables of Jesus that read like koans.Such is the case today with Jesus’ parable of a Sower, Seeds and the Soil. Whenever Jesus spoke a parable, he was teaching folks about the realm of God or we could say he was pointing to the fullness of life, to  the way things are.  The secret to understanding this parable is hidden in plain sight.  It is this:


The crop yields that Jesus mentions in this parable, 30, 60, 100-fold, are usual, they are ordinary. They are what a farmer in Palestine in the first century might expect from her work. Nothing special. No miracle here.


Given the form of this parable, you might expect something different. The form, akin to that which you might find in a fairy tale, or proverb goes like this:  1, 2, 3, miracle. That is, there are three negative outcomes and the form of the parable begs for redemption, for something like a miracle, a supernatural happenstance, And what Jesus presents to us is ordinary.  In fact, everything about this parable is ordinary, the whole thing. Some seeds sprout and grow and for a variety of reasons others don’t.  As Jesus is showing us the realm of God he is showing us the realm of God as it appears in our everyday, real lives. How is that?


Well, s___t happens. And whenever, s__t happens, I want to discount it, downplay it as somehow not real in my life. I am really alive only through the good bits. When I am downhearted, disappointed, perhaps when an illness overcomes me or a loved one dies, I want to think that this is not what life is really all about -- that the universe/God is choosing not to smile on me. My life becomes divided -- good and bad -- right and wrong -- and I end up liking some of my life, but not all of it. But, when we look at the whole of our lives this just does not work. What we get in life is all the joy...and all the sorrow. Guaranteed.


What this parable, this teaching story of Jesus, suggests to me is that I can make friends with my life. In the course of things there will be outcomes that will be disappointing; my heart will be broken, dreams squashed. AND then quite the opposite. In the course of life, I will know joy in my relationships, I will see the beauty of the sun setting over the Sonoma coast. All this is quite ordinary, to be expected, just as some of seeds perish and others grow.   Rather than 1, 2, 3, miracle, life is like this: 1, 2, 3, 4. Sometimes like this, other times like that. No need even to compare. I can be friends with it all. And as I discover this kinship with what is, something far more wonderful than good and bad, right or wrong reveals itself.